my endless entries. and am still writing....
yours, truly do i have to spell it out, or scream it to your face? |
26.12.1987 popular sanguine + peaceful phlegmatic |
i, may be your treasure or the price you ve to pay. may be your why or wherefore within the measure of a day.
i want to give my all.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007/ 10:06 PM
i want to give my all.
help. *meek feeble lil voice* gawd my legs. here i go again~ n im silently countdwn-ing till boify book out. =0) 1 wk n 3 more daes. i mish him lyk crazy cn. waitin 4 him to call in a few mins time. meanwhile im goin to juz sit here n gt my well deserved rest. sigh. ~ there will neva cum a dae when . . . ~ oh yea its him!! |
assist and don't hinder. suppose but don't oppose. help and listen but don't do.
Sunday, September 16, 2007/ 7:32 PM
assist and dont hinder. support but dont oppose. help and listen but dont do.
i start work 2mwr. cn u believe it. wish me luck ppl. *fingers crossed* im soooo bored sittin all dae at home for e past 2 daes, its givin me headaches. imagine. i cant actually wait to start work juz so i haf a reason 2 get out of e house. n speakin of reason, I MISH BOIFY LYK CRAZY!! its cry-coz-i-mish-him hrs instead of nites or daes nw. sigh. n i added my songs in his psp, nw there's onli 120mb left. shit! i'll b sooo dead den. =op( n i need to learn how to reply to his mum informally each time she msgd me. GAWD. |
and the day finally.
Friday, September 14, 2007/ 8:49 PM
and the dae finally came.
send boify off with his mum n umi. so segan. parents r neva my forte. but i lyk em. his mum n umi i mean. shrug. tah eh. ey r lyk nice, sportin ppl. n i tried my very bez nt to lose it. n so i didnt cry. frm e time we took e bus to e ferry terminal until i said my goodbyes to his mum n umi afta e bus drop us visitors back at pasir ris int. i feel so proud for boify but at e same time i wish i cud fall dwn on my knees n beg him to run away n go back hm w us. ni la matair yg paling gile dlm dunia. sab. sniff sniff. n he sudnt haf askd me to hold on 2 his psp while he's in. as much as i lyk watchin e videos, listening to all e songs, going thru all e pics n playin e games in e psp, i cant bear to even touch it wen im home. juz e sight of it. n cz of it im cryin up till nw. GAWD. gt a grip la sab. |
and than if you can remember.
Friday, September 7, 2007/ 10:16 PM
and than if you can remember.
i didnt noe signin contract n collectin uniform cud b tt fun. or den again, mayb coz i wasnt alone. naz was there too! gawd i mish my class. e whole lot of em. sigh. and so im startin work on e 17th! *xcited shrill* =o) bt fingers crossed, fingers crossed. coz i gt 7A. n kin's word of advice? b mentally prepared of e staffs. God pls. let it nt b as bad as it sounds. *silently prayin* wish you were here. i mish boify soo much. |
never forget what that somebody says to you when they are angry.
Tuesday, September 4, 2007/ 7:32 PM
never forget what that somebody says to you when they are argry.
sure in a fit of temper hurtful words cud b hurled. n den after all tt, all those r nt suppose to mean anytink? y sae it at e 1st if ey r nt even tinkin it rite? so in a way it is all true. what breaks you? |