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my endless entries. and am still writing....
yours, truly do i have to spell it out, or scream it to your face? |
26.12.1987 popular sanguine + peaceful phlegmatic |
i, may be your treasure or the price you ve to pay. may be your why or wherefore within the measure of a day.
do not overuse the word "no"
Friday, February 20, 2009/ 11:39 AM
came across tis while switchin channels. tot its an advertisement. nobody by wonder girls. haha mal !!! look c look c!!! ~you noe i still love u baby. & it will neva change. i want nobody, nobody bt u. *point,clap,clap,point,clap* i want nobody, nobody bt u. ~ LOL enjoy! sori i cun stp e background music 4 u tho. |
great love & great achievements involve great risks.
Monday, February 16, 2009/ 1:31 AM
its only human to have secrets. but its just as human to reveal it sooner or later.
have u eva had to go thru situations in life tt knock u rite off ur feet, makin u fall 2 e ground? and nw all tt u r doin is juz sittin, while bein surrounded w e ppl in ur life, hus makin u fall at e 1st place, n whom r all nw waitin 4 ur nxt action? n none of em is offerin any help to gt u up, instead all r juz waitin & lookin, while carryin on w their life. while u sit there tinkin, " tis is so unfair." bt tts e prob, u cun gt up cz u dunnoe wats ur nxt action suppose 2 b. its lyk, u want to bt u cun even budge. cz if u do, all ard u, ppl r expectin u 2 go their way, which u wud gladly do. but u cun do tt cz u can onli follow 1 n e others r bound to gt hurt, if ey r nt, n even more hurt if ey ve already been b4. n while sittin, till u make ur decision, ur forced to feel so many emotions tts wearin u out n makin tinks complicated. have you ever? but love didnt work that way. so i've decided. cz once u cared abt a person, it was impossible to be logical anymore. bt i tink i noe wt im goin to do abt tt. bt i dunnoe where to start. hw m i suppose to xplain tis? tt all tis while i tot tt if i lose e highs, at least im spared e lows. bt i wasnt happi, bein lyk tt. i noe i was bein very careful w u. n if it didnt show, den u might tink i wasnt intrested den. n ive told u once b4, once bitten twice is shy. i made e same mistake twice. n i didnt want u 2 b e 3rd. cz i didnt want to gt myself hurt again. bt nw, im goin to take tis risk. i dun want to be feeble. ur nt, cz u do tinks ur way. sumtimes i wish im abit more lyk u. to him: cause it has always been your name i'm hoping to see, each time my phone starts vibrating. |
a promise is not as good as a deed.
Monday, February 2, 2009/ 12:54 PM
somebody's somebody.
we r all lookin 4 1 person hu will gif us wat we're lackin in tis life. & if we dun manage to find him, we can onli pray tt he will find us. to u, are u tt scared to hang out & b urself? y cun u be lyk hweva u r wen we r ard frenz, wen ur juz w me? or mayb tts e reason y we rarely hang out, juz e 2 of us. & most of e time i kindda gt e impression tt all those tt u've said was probably juz talk, but it felt gd. n there's no way in knowin wt ur tinkin exactly n i realli hope ur nt a man of a few words. tt ull tell me all tts in ur mind. wateva im feelin 4 u- & wat i feel, id juz contemplated, was abit of a revelation to me- i hardly noe u. i dunnoe wt u want. n its crazy, u noe. bein excited n xtremely nervous each time we r abt 2 meet. we ve been out several times. most of those had been w frenz, where conversation btwn juz e 2 of us was almost impossible. n comparin den n nw, ur my type. bt i dunnoe. im so confuse rite nw. y m i makin it hard 4 myself? i noe im a little more careful nw, perhaps it shows. bt lyk wt ey sae, if i lose e highs, at least im spared e lows. funny isnt it, hw 1 moment can change a million afta it. n if u tink im proud den perhaps i sud xplain. i cun bare to lose u again. |