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yours, truly do i have to spell it out, or scream it to your face? |
26.12.1987 popular sanguine + peaceful phlegmatic |
i, may be your treasure or the price you ve to pay. may be your why or wherefore within the measure of a day.
i sit here thinking about you.
Tuesday, November 27, 2007/ 7:27 PM
i sit here thinking about you.
its interestin how sumtimes my tots can go into ur head. found it freaky e very 1st time. e time wen i wanted to collect ur watch 4 u. sumhow it manage to gt to u e dae b4. damn~ hehe bt y nw out of all e tinks im thinkin abt, all those bt me needin e toilet badly manage to gt thru? pfft~ how embarassin. n i didnt even breathe a word bt it. realli! =o(P im missin u yang. cn ey stp all tt drill trg by 2030 pls? i want my boify. i gif up!! i dunnoe wt else m i suppose to do w my hair. gawd! if there is such tink as world's horrible hair award, ill gt it 4 sure. *roll eyes* n e reason y i seem to gt easily irritated these few daes is bcoz im hungry! i cun eat anytink w/o havin to be in pain. i cant even drink my fav milk tea. humph! i hate tis la. |
my world revolves around him and only him.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007/ 7:33 PM
my world revolves around him and only him. cn ns lyk haf AL on top of all PHs? where u cud choose e date n duration of e leave. wun it be great. tt way more time cud b spend 2gther. boify n i cud do e tinks we used to do in e past which i soo mish very much n he cud also b hm w his parents more. haiz. =op( anw i dunnoe y bt i actuali m jealous of all e females in boify's world, past n present. sometimes. ...... *thinkin* LOL crap, i noe. if i can find the reason, e moment i should have turned left instead of right or said yes instead of no, then i'll be able to understand what i did wrong. im addicted to mariah carey yt again. anw told u i hate off daes. n its even more depressin nw coz skul's out. bluek. and 2 top tt off, boify's out shootin. the whole dae. i mish him already. hope he did well n tt he's alrite. *fingers crossed* gawd i hate her sometimes. e small brat. she's onli 7 n already she's capable of irritatin e hell out of ppl. i dun want to imagine how she will be like say hmm 10 yrs frm nw?? *shudder* |
ku rindu wajah dan senyuman mu.
Thursday, November 15, 2007/ 5:26 PM
ku rindu wajah dan senyuman mu.
boify's back!! argh!!! *run up n dwn e room* my boify's back!! *hyperventilatin* wee~ i mish him sooo sooo sooo sooo much la. to even hear his voice back is soooo *slow sigh*. cz yea!! sayang da balik!!! YEA!! =oD |
do you know how lucky i am to have you in my life?
Monday, November 12, 2007/ 3:24 PM
do you know how lucky i am to have you in my life?
" ... E3. n i tot ur 1 unfriendly guy hu's not doin his job ..." roll eyes~ ur still a meet to believe yang. muacks. " ... family forensic. banglas. mangoes. black stockings. heels. n being tall ..." we talked lyk as if weve known each other 4 soo long. i still think i talk alot sumtimes n tt i sud shut up. " ... wat time is ur flight? i dunnoe. i havent gt any flights yet ..." LOL u didnt noe ur flight eta n u still cud cum over to gogo franks? im glad u did cz wen u left, i cant believe ur e 1 i talked to on e fon last nite. *fannin* " ... we sudnt plan to go send our watches for repair w/o crossin our fingers ..." coz ur umi was admitted to sgh. while ur parents were at malacca, rite? ur parents didnt noe den. do ey noe nw? =0) " ... gogo franks. subway. chix macaroni. egg tarts. auntie anne's. cold storage. csi while at bk. delifrance in 27. staff entrance. north n south wing. sunflower garden. staff canteen. carpark ..." i mish those. e tinks we had n did. nw, each time i c any tourism ads, im reminded of changi airport t2 n my boify n how it all started. " ... long bus rides. ikea. movies. sentosa. fort cannin. hougang. pasir ris ..." all e tinks i dun tink ill get bored doin. no matter how often. as long as ur wif me. i wonder wat ur doin nw b n i seriously hope ur doin alrite. i mish boify dreadfully. =,o( boohoohoo sob sob sniff sniff can u cum back hm n nt go back? i mish my boify. sniff |
1 more month to p.o.p
Sunday, November 11, 2007/ 12:44 PM
1 more month to p.o.p
i hate off daes. n 2dae is onli my 1st. gawd sum1 help me pls. *beggin* if mak is nt as demandin n irritatin as tis, im sure ill enjoy off daes to e fullest. 2 more wks to pay dae n im already broke! another reason y i hate off daes. i miss my boify!! boohoohoo sob sob sniff sniff |
beauty is more then surface effect.
Saturday, November 10, 2007/ 12:39 PM
beauty is more then surface effect.
ur 2 fav gals askd abt u 2dae. i miss u even more den em yang. n ey juz dun understand y im sprayin lotz n lots of ur, my perfume onto my neck. u noe y kn yang? winks~ mak decide to let us slp w e aircon back on nw. lyk ?? shrug. out of all daes. im perfectly fine w e fan btw mum. anw hapi 7th bdae u brat!! hope u had lotz of fun messin up e hse w all tt goodies n e cake. pfft~ chicky bag? gaji. wateva tt it. |
absence make the heart grow fonder.
Friday, November 9, 2007/ 12:37 PM
absence make the heart grow fonder.
y m i feelin lyk as if im gettin ready to meet u? ... lyk as if u haf yet to start ns n we r goin out to spend e whole dae together. lyk yst was ur book out dae n im meetin u 2dae. lyk im on am shift todae n i'm meetin u afta work later to send u off. wen actual fact i juz saw u yst n i wun be seein u nt till nxt sat. sigh. tis is so depressin. i hate ns. |
the days are going by and your sitting on your ass and your wondering why.
Monday, November 5, 2007/ 5:58 PM
the days are going by and your sitting on your ass and your wondering why.
i hate bein in e room, on e bed 4 e whole of e remainin of e dae. i feel lyk an invalid. bt i dun wish to be out either. cz i cun walk ard e hse, doin stuff w/o gettin any of bapak's (yes bapak too nw!) or mak's constant bla bla bla at me. so e door of my room is e onli tink tts shuttin em up. =o(P n moments lyk tis, i wish i haf an endless supply of all my comfort foods. imagine. den i wun complain anymore, i promise. btw cn sum1 pls help me do sumtink bt my hair? its no more lyk narnia. i lyk being called tt. sound so cute bt no its worst nw. atrocious ya tts it. it onli looks nice weneva its nt expected to. =o( gawd sab ur such a whiner. i think he knew. i hate sundays. its even more depressin den any other daes combined. =0(P im fine on my own reali but i realized im utterly n completely dependent on him. my world revolves ard him alone. i want my boify. |
i feel so uninspired cause my head is battling with my body.
Thursday, November 1, 2007/ 7:08 PM
i feel so uninspired cause my head is battling with my body.
i mish listenin to "This Love by Alicia Pan". so i re-arranged my playlist. =o) n N N!!! i tink ive put on weight. cz ward's goin to b full hse very soon n e workload is gettin ... n ... evrydae. ill b too tired to even tink of how to move once i reach hm so ill juz stay in bed n indulge on all my all-time comfort foods. craps tt is. den da ngantok, tdo ah. cm tk paham gitu kan. tak ke mcm bdk gemok tu. aiyo. *slap forehead* but but BUT!! i still haf choco, strawberry sundae n those lil swt treats boify mummy added in along w e kueh tarts. yum yum. *lick lips* =op( anyone who ever loves anyone truly loves them because of their indefinable essence. not because they conform to some checklist. HAPI 4TH HANDSOME!! =o ) muacks. 4!! *xcited shrill* i love u w all my <3> n to dearest ili izyani, adv HAPPY 20TH!! I MISH U LA GIRLFRIEND!! enjoy ur dae. tc ha fun. love u gile!! |