welcome to my biography.
my endless entries. and am still writing....
yours, truly do i have to spell it out, or scream it to your face? |
26.12.1987 popular sanguine + peaceful phlegmatic |
i, may be your treasure or the price you ve to pay. may be your why or wherefore within the measure of a day.
to be despised, to be loved. to be dreamt of, to be sought.
Monday, February 25, 2008/ 12:26 PM
to be despised, to be loved. to be dreamt of, to be sought.
ok come i haf so many tinks to tok abt i dunnoe where to start. alrite 1st lets tok bt my family. my never-endin-it-wun-be-over-till-i tink- wen-i'm-finally-out-of-tt-house-or-mayb-sumbody-sud-start-by-havin-a-job. ARGH!! its e same tink again n again. n im onli makin my family sound tt bad. which i dun want u to b tinkin tt. its nt tt i love complainin. m i?? or whinin. i dun mind its me havin 2 do tt 4 e family. e family. lyk im part of it also kn. bt can u pls do ur part too. pls. n nt juz leave me alone w it, n tok lyk as if u noe how it feels. boo hoo hoo im goin nuts here. sumone help me pls. MSDS. EHS. Civil Emergency. Blood & Chemical Spillage. Read Back. EOL. and it goes on and on. n work. gawd nw tt im a full time nurse, i realized tt mental torture is a norm. wat nw w JCI round e corner. ey r comin in august. wt, tts 1/2 yr more. haiz. n i dun want to hear bt all tt nt bein able to take mc n all al will b frozen. *drum fingers* n in order 2 make sure we r realli ready 4 em, there's e monthly audits. i escaped e 1st 1 2dae!! *evil laugh* n there's e stress of bein comfirmed. nxt mth. argh!! hurry up n stop pesterin me w e audit qns already. btw sister, cn i pls do more nites durin e weekdaes. e extras will sure help me alot. thank u. |
the endless questions survey.
/ 11:52 AM
the endless questions survey.this is what you do when you're bored at home.
birthdate: 26 Dec 1987 >> zodiac sign: capricorn do you have a gf/bf?: yup >> if so, who?: muhammad haffidz bin kamarulzaman. do you love him/her?: duh! of course how long have you been together?: 7mths plus n still counting =oD how did you 2 meet?: LOL u realli wanna noe? read my previous post dated .. shrug look it up urself what is your dream date?: shrug. come to think of it, i dunnoe. doesnt matter as long as my boify's w me. Favorites color: used to be blue >> animal: i dun want to haf any >>meat: CHICKEN!! >>vegetable: dun usually take my greens >> cats or dogs?: neither >> sisters or brothers: i haf a brat n 2 undescribable sisters. i dunnoe bt brothers though. bt its ok. >> chocolate or vanilla?: vanilla!! >> family or friends?: ermm ..... >> writing r typing?: depends. both ok w me. >> hotdogs or hamburgers?: heheh both can? >> steak or chicken?: chicken >> mcdonalds or burger king?: Mac >> taco bell or kfc?: KFC >> or pizza hut?: ok mayb pizzahut >> Cold Storage or NTUC FairPrice?: i like both. >> school or job?: i mish skul. but working's ok. >> home or school?: not schoolin anymore so its work. yup. >> what are you doing right now?: listening to music, filling out tis tink n secretly hopin my mum wun call me. watever she's doin now in e kitchen. Craps. if a rooster layed an egg on a roof which side would it roll down?: HUH? how wud i noe. anw rooster dun lay eggs >> how do you spell bingo?: its already been spelled out. B-I-N-G-O >> if jimmy cracks corn and nobody cares, why does he still do it?: ?? i dunnoe. coz he lyk doin it? >> if a tree fell and no one was around would it make a sound?: yes?? it wun make any diff pn kn?? >> who let the dogs out?: i dunnoe. nobody noes. tts y e baha man made up tt song "who let e dogs out". i think. LOL >> do you like green eggs and ham?: tts frm 1 of dr suess's bks rite? green eggs n ham. >> is the grass really greener on the other side?: which other side? >> where is the other side?: i dunnoe. i juz ask u tt. >> do you think toes are gross?: onli if ur diabetic n all ur toes has turned necrotic, yes tts gross. n smelly. >> what bothers you?: rite nw? e fact tt my eldest sis nt workin. if you could live with one person for the rest of your live who would it be?: my boify. >> do you like school?: love it. bt those were e daes. >> what is your favorite piece of jewelry?: haha i dun usually care bt those. do you sing in the shower?: ermm sumtimes. mayb. >> what do you think about the person who sent it this to you?: tt she juz save me frm boredom. at least i haf sumtink to do. >> why do people dream?: a dream is a wish your heart make. hmm mayb cz wateva they r dreamin abt, its unattainable. or its tt little tink tts naggin u in ur head. or tt its sumtink u noe and so want tt suntink to happen in e future n u cun wait 4 it to happen. ya, i tink its tt last one. >> what's the latest dream you've had?: LOL u wudnt want to noe. >> is your mom a bitch?: well i wun use e word bitch bt ..... i dunnoe. >> has she ever written you a mean email?: LOL no? if she did, i wanna read all abt it. >> does your mom have email?: yes. shared w my dad. >> have you ever slapped a guy/girl?: anywhere else xcept e face? ya. e face? r u nuts. even if ive blown my top, i wun do tt. so bad. >> where do you want to get married?: where? spore ah. void deck. i dunnoe. still long way to go. wen e time cums c wat i can afford ah. >> who are you going to marry?: bonus qn. my boify of coz. >> are you always late or early?: ermm depends. hehe are you the devil's advocate?: NO?! GAWD. R U NUTS?! >> ever wish u were one of charlie's angels?: able to fight lyk tt, wear great clothes n haf a great body, yes pls. LOL >> are you violent?: even wen im agitated? haha no dun tink so. ... m i?>> ever made up a cheer?: i guess. those were e camp daes. >> ever made up a dance?: yup. i mish tt too. dancin daes on saturdays w e gals. haiz. can i haf all tt back pls. >> best pick up line?: mine or e person usin on me? >> are you selfish?: m i? i dunnoe. i dun think so. unless u wanna haf some of my chicken. hehe >> do u like shellfish?: yup. |
experience had taught me that even the most precious memories fade with time.
Sunday, February 3, 2008/ 11:33 AM
experience had taught me that even the most precious memories fade with time, yet i didnt want to forget every single moment we've spent together. and, of course, i want haffidz to remember every moment as well.
i mish my boify already. i hate tis la. e feeling of wakin up in e mrng n realizin its a new dae, tt yst was over n its back to countin dwn to e daes n back to work. boo~ n is tis wat u gt for bein more dependent? tears rollin dwn juz @ e tot of him? aiyo e brat is here la. jgn nnt die blang mak lak. gawd n its already 1146. damn. gtg gt ready 4 work. =0( p/s: i love you yang. soo much tt it hurts sumtimes. is tt even possible? though i think im e luckiest girl in e world to have you. n thank you for makin it possible. |