welcome to my biography.
my endless entries. and am still writing....
yours, truly do i have to spell it out, or scream it to your face? |
26.12.1987 popular sanguine + peaceful phlegmatic |
i, may be your treasure or the price you ve to pay. may be your why or wherefore within the measure of a day.
intuition is often as important as the fact.
Saturday, December 13, 2008/ 3:57 AM
the truth is never simple.
HAPI 23RD ANN my dear parents!! mak, theres definately sumtink ur nt taechin me. lyk how e 2 of u do it? wen e longest r'ship ive been in is onli 4 2yrs. im nt makin myself sound so incapable; sumtimes r'ship gts ill, no doubt. bt sumtimes i wonder, hw can other ppl do it? i wish it cud all b simple. lyk a retro pop song, "i want u to want me." BOOM! end of story, we all live happily ever after. but, its neva reali lyk tt, is it? instilling so much doubt, it makes me so tired. i m feelin soo uninspired rite nw as my head is battlin w my heart. my head is ALWAYS battlin w my heart, wats new sab. bt can sumbody enlighten me on tis pls. y issit guys, ey lyk to go ard n nt stay? y, cun ey cum n nt go? yes, i noe, ive heard e reasons more den once before. theres much more important tinks tt ey want to achieve 1st. lyk a dream to fulfill n wtnts. bt ey do noe ey r nt e only ones wantin tt, rite? we gals 2. n on top of tt, we gals r e 1st tts workin full time n havin all those responsibilities, bt y can we accept e responsibilities & pressure & obligation n nt stray. i wonder y guys cun b e same. surely, i m e sane one? there is no way 2 noe wat guys r reali tinkin. tts y if i ve 1 wish, i wish i ve e ability to read ppl's mind. can i ve tt 4 my bdae pressie?? e ability to read ppl's mind. tt way, i can save myself e trouble, hurt & embarassment. p/s: ive heard abt u b4. i want to noe some more. dun cum n go pls. i need to noe all abt u so i can c wt u mean to me. |
he who cheat others, cheats himself.
Thursday, December 11, 2008/ 3:27 AM
i'm extraordinary. if you ever get to know me.
introducin me. - i m definately NOT most gals. - i LOVE to dance. sumtink i love doin juz 4 fun. consider it as a hobby. - n i love to read too. if u muz noe, cecelia ahern n nicholas spark n sophie kinsella r my top 3 fav. authors. - i ADORE chicken. *lick lips* bt not those crispy ones pls. - oh oh & strawberry milk tea too. if these 2 doesnt cheer me up weneva im dwn, den nth or nobody else can. HINT ppl!! save u e trouble. - sugar, spice n all tinks nice. & swt tt is. i ve a VERY very swt tooth. - im e onli person in e world hu cun sing for nuts. it'll rain if i do sing. seriously. okay mayb e onli person in e world hu admits it. *smile proudly* -i HATE FLOWERS. another hint guys. i noe its lyk a romantic gesture but *buzzer sound* no can do for me. - i dislike fights. try my very best to avoid havin one or bein in one. - dramatic. LOL bt arent we all?? - im e noisy kind of shy. e worst kind, i guess. bcoz no one noes tt noisy can be shy. but it cud, n i m. =0D - im stubborn. - i work hard & play hard too. so dun let it be said im wild, in a bad way. - sumtimes i might gt a lil carzy. but i dun eva tink im out of hand. - i LOVe takin long bus rides, alone. tts e onli time i tink abt most tinks. my life, ppl hu in it, my future. - n i love makin notes. if or weneva a tot cums into my mind at any one time, i'll write it dwn.tts y i cun live w/o my hp. my drafts is full of my nonsense. - im deep, mayb. bt i m nt complicated. - but if it helps, i tink im predictable. at least 1 person tinks tt i m. pfft~ - my fav colours r red n dark green. - im e 2nd of 4 of my parents' daughters, born on 26 dec 1987. boxin dae, e dae tsunami hits. hweva u remember tt, bt remember it!! p/s: i never pretend to be sumtink im not. u gt wat u c wen u c wat ive gt. who r u?? |
it is easy to betray yourself.
Tuesday, December 9, 2008/ 9:11 PM
place a high value on yourself. and then prove that your worth it.
happy 18th nani!! my sis dah legal seh. haha LOL enjoy ur dae gal. haf fun.anw ive realized i ve a crazy family. no scratch tt, ive known tt fact long ago. n i dun need remindin on tt, thank u very much. bt gawd, along can be soooo irritatin sumtimes. juz lyk sakura. its no wonder e both of em can be in e same room. n yes along, if u muz noe, yes ive realized all those nt-acknowledgin-you times wen u walked into our room or us havin e need 2 hush weneva u popped ur head in. w all due respect, im closer to nani. im sure you noe tt. dun b hard on urself. we dun hate u. we juz dun agree on most tinks. n e reason y we dun share w u is bcoz ey r tinks we wudnt want our parents to noe. well nt yt. wen we r ready, we'll tell em ourselves. n we noe perfectly well tt if u noe, ull go n tell em. juz lyk sakura. u might tink ur helpin but ur nt. tt or u wun understand. n u wun gif support. its nt lyk i havent tried. i ve but u broke my confidence. n u always sae u wudnt want to b lyk mak. bt we ve her bld in us. u have her's e most. lyk 80%. all those shoutin n throwin tinks, tink b4 u act pls. pfft~ i lyk tt iron noe. n no offence bt i sumtimes tink u dun act lyk e eldest. sumtimes i wish i m. mayb den i cud go n do all e rebellin 4 tinks tt our parents usually frown upon. tt way e rest of u can follow suit w ease. |