my endless entries. and am still writing....
yours, truly do i have to spell it out, or scream it to your face? |
26.12.1987 popular sanguine + peaceful phlegmatic |
i, may be your treasure or the price you ve to pay. may be your why or wherefore within the measure of a day.
seek honor first. pleasure will follow.
Saturday, August 30, 2008/ 11:10 PM
be led by reason.
i go crazy esp wen tis song is playin in e club. euphoria~ i love last nyte MOS smoove rm DJ can. all e songs played r lyk practically frm my ipod can. n hui ling, i refuse to allow u to hang out w us nw. esp if tt place serve alcohol. *roll eyes* n ami, dun sae i tk ajak eh. saw ur gals last nyte. u n kin wasnt there. a word about my weakness: im totally addicted to dancing i secretly tink tt TTSH kopitiam haf tis criteria for all food served. Laxatives to be added in all xcept deserts. i secretly tink tt i haf tis fetish 4 guys hu r a yr younger den me. i secretly tink tt my ward sister is pregnant. either tt or she's menopausing. i m secretly in love w myself. esp my butt n eyes. i secretly m proud of e fact tt im a mixed of a den + nw malay gal. i noe how to cook, bake, clean, work hard n haf fun. i secretly used to tink im a failure esp wen it cums to love. therefore nw i secretly haf tis need to prove myself tt im nt. i secretly tink tt sakura will be lyk me wen she grow older. esp e clubbin part. cun believe im sayin tis but yes, i m secretly proud of my 2 younger sisters. my motto in life has always been e same as to wt i was taught 4 tt past 11 crucial yrs of my life; simple in virtue, steadfast in duty. n nw do u tink i can ask u sumtink? y r u so cute? |
think twice, that's my only advice
Saturday, August 23, 2008/ 7:49 PM
if you want a job well done, do it yourself.
nw wif JCI over, i can breath abit. still w e diet though, bt since pay's juz in todae n all tt appreciation parties everywhere, tink i sud gif myself a dae off ya?? haha treatin myelf to all those heavenly craps. muahaha habisla sab. 10kg added after tt. oh well. wteva makes ME hapi. *wide grins*im officially missing you. |
be humble. the other person might know alot more than you.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008/ 6:42 PM
love do not blush.
tts it. im tired. im knackered. i need rest. i need a year of AL. im stressed up n im goin crazy. bcz of tt im gettin fat. i need a diet. i mish my gals. i mish my frens. ps: u make me feel beautiful. |
i can't believe how i have fallen for you
Monday, August 11, 2008/ 11:33 AM
i was not looking. was just content to remain as what i am.
i neglect u wen im bz working. i gt frustrated wen im deprived. im a peasant by sum standard bt in ur heart im a princess. i talk alot wen i noe i sud shut up. im too self-consious bt u always assure me. u dread eatin w me cz of all tt calories bt u still love it anws. e fact we dun haf e most sociable hrs in e world, ur contented nevertheless. i dunnoe y u love me. n tts y i love u. ever now and then without warning, i could be really mean towards you. GAWD JCI is juz about 7 daes away n i haf yt to noe wt my schedule will b like 4 tt wk. i mean, its out la bt i cun seem to bring myself to go c it. n no more hopin ey wun b comin 2 e ward. SHITOS~ y was i given e MRSA ward to start w. ey cud haf given me level 5 or perhaps ED. i cud do w all e exercise. nw look at me, in a place where eatin afta work is a hobby. bah~ ~put ur heart against my life, wt do u hear? close ur eyes bt dun 4gt wt u ve heard a gal hus tryin 2 sae those 3 words. e words tt make her scared. a million love songs later n here i m tryin to tell u. a million love songs later n here i m.~ |
can i trust the way i feel?
Thursday, August 7, 2008/ 12:16 PM
so first we are going to work on the stomach.
i mish hangin out w hana's family. i 4gt how *stomach achin* they can get. how cum my bez gals's family, hana's & amal's, are all great fun, wen i noe mine isnt. well, nt as much as their's i think. oh well. sound kindda rude wen hana's bro 1st called me few daes b4 her bdae to tell me abt e surprise bdae dinner. i was actualli tinkin of tis fren of our's instead cz ey both haf e same name. muahaha n i was sooo excited while waitin 4 hana's arrival, kak sofia said im lyk a popcorn. all ready to burst. my stomach was already achin 4rm all e laughter even b4 hana came n b4 all tt food. haha n wen she finally arrived, gawd wish i was her instead. imagine seein e no. of ppl present n e shock. bt all in all, it was great fun. hana had cup cakes for her bdae cake. kak sofia ordered 60. 60!! gawd. i gt 4 to bring hm n i dun tink i can finish tt up. oh n & &!! i have a new found hobby ppl. n i noe i will gt fatter in a few mths time if i keep it up. HUMPH! happy 21st love. =0) |
there's something about the way he smile
Monday, August 4, 2008/ 12:03 PM
happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you.
celebrated naz's & hana's 21st. wee~ cun wait 4 mine 2 cum. but i still dunnoe wt to do. hmm nvm lots more mths to go. but nxt up, sheil's!! and tts e last dae of my AL. work here i cum. *sulk* |
it is the small details that betray the character.
/ 1:39 AM
if i could have it my way, i'll let you do all those things to steal my heart.
nth in life prepares us 4 wt happens nxt. uinless its sumtink lyk a norm in ur life at tt very moment, den u cud gt used to it. if nt, tinks happen n u do wt e occasion demands, if u can. if u ve e courage. n e wit n e will. its hard doing it when you are not actually mine. to you, im sori i dun always noe e rite tinks to sae each time u, shall i use e word complaint?, abt all tt ur goin thru. its hard to b sure how far u can noe sumtink wen u perceive em onli thru e prism of another person perception. no matter how many times or how many perceptions, itll still wun b e same. i dun xactly understand how it'll be lyk. so even if i keep sayin its ok, itll neva b ok 4 u. bt wateva it is, noe tt ur always welcome. u onli haf to call me. =0) can someone please remind me again why? & to you, im sori i was a dissapointment. n i noe there's always a bt 4 me, bt shall i sae it again? i epitomize e word stubborn. i richochet gd remarks. i seldom gt angry bt wen i do, its ur bad. ur's. if i realli m 1, den y, wen all u gt at e end of e dae is me rollin eyes at u. and to sheila, thanks 4 makin me feel betta bout myself juz nw. though i think u actualli didnt noe u juz did. =0) im dyin to get it out. should i? now now what would the book of answers say about that? explore it with playful curiosity. aites will do. |
i guess its a habit from the norm.
Saturday, August 2, 2008/ 10:22 PM
dae 8- i can't be complete. can you give me more?
kak shariza gt engaged!! n she's sooo damn beautiful. can i look lyk tt wen i gt married also?? or even betta?? hehe dun want to gt engaged. marry str8 betta. anws. dun haf much to blog abt bt todae. so here's e pic. *winks* |
am i just seeing what i want to see?
Friday, August 1, 2008/ 1:45 AM
dae 4- if you are what you say you are
dinner at JUMBO at dempsey rd. gawd. 1 gd tink bout me joinin TTSH Ward 7A, e ppl there love fine dinin. so tts wen i can put my table manners to gd use. recommended place, if u haf e xtra cash n if u wish to earn plus plus plus points while tryin to woo tt materialistic gal. or if u juz want a romantic bt pricey dinner w tt loved one?? tis is soo e place to go. i prefer carousel tho. anws. spend e rest of e night at The Clinic followed by Lunar at Clarke Quay den K Box. had breakfast den hm at 9. didnt realli enjoyed myself so was realli realli lookin 4wrd to my dae & nite out w my gfs on dae 5. dae 5 - tell you what i did last night. came home around a quarter to 5. still so high, hypnotized, in a trace. wen karaoke-ing again, w ili while waitin 4 amal to finish her futsal. wts up w CGH staffs n futsal anws?? oh well. had dinner at spize den we r off to MOS!!! wee~ i mish mos n clubbin cn. ya mal, we must make it an effort to club at least once per mth. hehe *winks* mish u both already. dae 6 - through shit and urine. the heart attacks that comes along with the collapse cases. not forgetting pesky relatives & sneaky colleagues. we still stand tall and not falter after all that. a pat on our backs. HAPPY NURSES DAY !! 1st dae TTSH celebrated nurses dae, was total fun-ness!! it was like a mini club. gosh. n to tink those tinks happen onli wen i was still in skul. muahaha n level 7 is yet again e champion!! wee~ im soooo proud to be part of it. but tt means constant hard work after all e celebration. oh well. rite after tt, off to lau pa sat for dinner. e food we ordered, its lyk as if we're havin dinner + supper together. gawd. tis ppl reali love eatin. it seems like thats e 1st tink we do wen we're off work. n im gettin fatter as a result. but i love em all nevertheless. =0) dae 7- i'm supergirl and i'm here to save the world. but i want to know who's going to save me. didnt haf any plans 4 todae. so decided to become supergal. muahaha went out to help mak buy all e barang dapur 4 tis mth. she havent even start!! n most of evrytink r finishin soon. Ana, now i soooo understand wat u meant wen u said once ur mum isnt ur mum 4 tt period of time wen she's takin tt course. my mum's e same nw. ish ish. i havent been at hm since my 1st dae of AL pn. but i m suppose to be enjoyin myself rite? so no guilty feelings. hehe anw hope 2nd dae nurses dae celebration isnt as happening as yst's. cz im not there to join in e fun. *fingers crossed* yaya i noe im a sadist. hehe HAPI NURSES DAE PPL! and the moment i can feel that you feel that way too, is when i fall in love with you. |