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yours, truly do i have to spell it out, or scream it to your face? |
26.12.1987 popular sanguine + peaceful phlegmatic |
i, may be your treasure or the price you ve to pay. may be your why or wherefore within the measure of a day.
yea! i'm finally done with my nytes
Monday, December 17, 2007/ 8:57 PM
yea! im finally done w my nytes. gawd hope e nxt one wun b anytime soon. nyte ppl r so anti-social. ape ke tidak, u go hm, slp den wake up n go to work again. n ive turn into a BG since. i dun wish to b tt always.
boify's postin will onli b out on e 22nd. *fingers crossed* meanwhile im enjoyin evry single min w him. =oD as long as im w him, ill b great. missing him already. |
and i want to thank you for all the ways.
Friday, December 14, 2007/ 12:33 PM
and i want to thank you for all the ways.
i wud luv to go out n meet boify b4 startin my nite, i miss him soooo much. boify da "pop-oh!" n so he's at hm holiday-ing. sigh. he's insistin i haf at least 8 hrs of slp cz of nite duty. 8 hrs, isnt tt abit too long? im hapi enough gettin at least 6 if i cud. n its nt lyk everydae i get to spend time w him. by tue he's off to his postin. so wats a few hrs of slp compared to being w him. even e scantest moment of joy r worth e pain tt follows. sigh. can we fast forward e yrs to 14th sep 2009 den to 2012/2013 pls. den we'll carry on frm there. imagine, such bliss. ~u are all i longed for. all i worship n adore. im listening to "this love" n "fly me to the moon" while typin all tis. n i remembered how i used to start cryin at e sound of these 2. LOL imbas kembali sejarah lama. i realized how unfair i've made it all sound. ok she's may b abit ...... but lookin at it as a completely objective 3rd party outsider w absolutely no personal intrest in e matter, she's my mum. hu m i w/o her. but she's juz so argh! ! i noe ey sae u'll be xactly lyk ur parents wen ur a parent urself but i seriously hope nt. i dun want to be shoutin my head off, being unreasonable n always haf tt "im-right" attitude towards my children. no i'll try nt to be tt. so my children wun even haf e chance to sae 2 his/her frenz their mother's much betta. or y cant my mum be lyk tt. or worst, i noe, im guilty at tis part, wished tt other woman was his/her mother instead n be jealous of tt lucky fren. |
i'm not that strong without you.
Sunday, December 9, 2007/ 3:36 PM
im not that strong without you.
juz nw juz proves it more. i wish i cud b w my boify. he'd make it all betta. ppl keep askin me m i ok m i ok. i look ok dun i bt well actualli im nt veri well at all thank u. im feelin depressed n it pisses me off wen ppl sae time is a healer wen at e same time ey also sae absence makes e heart grow fonder, which realli confuses me bt i dun care. i juz want my boify. i miss him n how lost my life seems w/o him. how uninterested i m in gettin on w tinks w/o him n i'll juz go 2 work while countin dwn e hrs till i cn hear his voice on e fon again. i deliberately tink abt him everynite wishin i wud dream swt dreams abt him later. i even used e same mist n perfume. n weneva i caught a whiff of e familiar smell, ill mish him even more. =o( happy birthday, happy birthday to yooouuu. hapi bdae 17th minah. gawd hope my bdae wun b b lyk ur's n along's. pity u ppl. at least tt brat, sakura enjoyed her's. LOL pressie nnti wen i get my pay. dw wateva it is, i wun make it sound lyk as if id use up all my savings. =op YEA!! next up, my turn!! 17 more daes to my bdae! wee~ |
and so.
Sunday, December 2, 2007/ 11:03 AM
and so along gt engaged. im havin a brother in-law soon. surprisingly im nt exactly tt *xcited shrill* abt it. LOL cz they've been together 4 soo long n so it didnt haf any great impact. on me tt is. ok tt doesnt sound rite. hehe. n i realize most of e gals in nasrom's family look like along. SERIOUSLY!! shrug. guess tts jodoh. LOL mcm paham je sab.
n so im feelin depressed cz i cun send dear boify off. =,0( i miss him. |