siti. sabariyah.
26.12.1987
popular sanguine + peaceful phlegmatic

and i want to thank you for all the ways.
i wud luv to go out n meet boify b4 startin my nite, i miss him soooo much. boify da "pop-oh!" n so he's at hm holiday-ing. sigh. he's insistin i haf at least 8 hrs of slp cz of nite duty. 8 hrs, isnt tt abit too long? im hapi enough gettin at least 6 if i cud. n its nt lyk everydae i get to spend time w him. by tue he's off to his postin. so wats a few hrs of slp compared to being w him. even e scantest moment of joy r worth e pain tt follows. sigh. can we fast forward e yrs to 14th sep 2009 den to 2012/2013 pls. den we'll carry on frm there. imagine, such bliss. ~u are all i longed for. all i worship n adore. im listening to "this love" n "fly me to the moon" while typin all tis. n i remembered how i used to start cryin at e sound of these 2. LOL imbas kembali sejarah lama.

i realized how unfair i've made it all sound. ok she's may b abit ...... but lookin at it as a completely objective 3rd party outsider w absolutely no personal intrest in e matter, she's my mum. hu m i w/o her. but she's juz so argh! ! i noe ey sae u'll be xactly lyk ur parents wen ur a parent urself but i seriously hope nt. i dun want to be shoutin my head off, being unreasonable n always haf tt "im-right" attitude towards my children. no i'll try nt to be tt. so my children wun even haf e chance to sae 2 his/her frenz their mother's much betta. or y cant my mum be lyk tt. or worst, i noe, im guilty at tis part, wished tt other woman was his/her mother instead n be jealous of tt lucky fren.