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26.12.1987 popular sanguine + peaceful phlegmatic |
i, may be your treasure or the price you ve to pay. may be your why or wherefore within the measure of a day.
intuition is often as important as the fact.
Saturday, December 13, 2008/ 3:57 AM
the truth is never simple.
HAPI 23RD ANN my dear parents!! mak, theres definately sumtink ur nt taechin me. lyk how e 2 of u do it? wen e longest r'ship ive been in is onli 4 2yrs. im nt makin myself sound so incapable; sumtimes r'ship gts ill, no doubt. bt sumtimes i wonder, hw can other ppl do it? i wish it cud all b simple. lyk a retro pop song, "i want u to want me." BOOM! end of story, we all live happily ever after. but, its neva reali lyk tt, is it? instilling so much doubt, it makes me so tired. i m feelin soo uninspired rite nw as my head is battlin w my heart. my head is ALWAYS battlin w my heart, wats new sab. bt can sumbody enlighten me on tis pls. y issit guys, ey lyk to go ard n nt stay? y, cun ey cum n nt go? yes, i noe, ive heard e reasons more den once before. theres much more important tinks tt ey want to achieve 1st. lyk a dream to fulfill n wtnts. bt ey do noe ey r nt e only ones wantin tt, rite? we gals 2. n on top of tt, we gals r e 1st tts workin full time n havin all those responsibilities, bt y can we accept e responsibilities & pressure & obligation n nt stray. i wonder y guys cun b e same. surely, i m e sane one? there is no way 2 noe wat guys r reali tinkin. tts y if i ve 1 wish, i wish i ve e ability to read ppl's mind. can i ve tt 4 my bdae pressie?? e ability to read ppl's mind. tt way, i can save myself e trouble, hurt & embarassment. p/s: ive heard abt u b4. i want to noe some more. dun cum n go pls. i need to noe all abt u so i can c wt u mean to me. |