siti. sabariyah.
26.12.1987
popular sanguine + peaceful phlegmatic

don't rely on others for your own happiness.
i tink there r crossroads in our lives wen we make grand, sweepin decision w/o even realizin it. juz cz, at tt point of time, it was realli e easiest way. bt if looked back at, do u tink tt reason alone is enuff??

lyk u wish to gt a cup of coffee, wud u lyk it if sum1 gt u a cup of plain water instead? cz its easier, no preparation, juz need to pour. lyk wen u want to pay 4 sumtink using cash, wud u lyk it if e cashier insist on u payin by NETS cz its easier. ey dun ve to go thru the hassle of countin out e change. or lyk, while ur puttin every possible effort in to make sometink work, wud u lyk it if e very person ur doin all tt for decides to walk out of ur life, w e easiest reason tt he doesnt ve time 4 u?


but den again, since wen r we given e option to gt wts easiest?
imagine walkin all e way dwn to e end of e street, badly needin tt shot of caffeine dwn ur system, onli to b served w water instead.
imagine havin to queue juz to deposit e balance cash, juz so there's enuff to be deducted 4 ur bill.
imagine, undastandin n nt complainin a word, onli 2 find out its all unappreciated.


it jus goes to show how much ur willin 2 sacrifice. but if u want to make it work, lyk u said u'd, u ve to do ur part too, m i nt rite? hold on to ur words, cz talk is cheap. a promise is nt as gd as a deed my dear.

n wt do i want in a guy?
i want sum1 hu can make me hapi. dancin-on-air hapi. sum1 hu loves me w every single beat of his heart. hus will be there wen i nd him. sum1 hu can make me feel safe, treat me w respect n hu undastands me.
i want a guy hu dun make himself up. sum1 hu cud hang out n be himself. tts wt i want most.

n if u realli want me, u'd ve to do betta den juz talkin. if u want me, pls noe tt im nt a piece of ass, a 1 nite stand, a storage cheque.
i dun need material tinks, im nt a gold digger. i ve my own. i juz want sumtink real.

but eventually, if all tis contd w/o any progress, im afraid i'll b cutted up into so many pieces, tt there wun b enuff of me to put back 2gther. wen tt happens, which i hope it wun, i hope ud finally wake up n learn ur lesson.

but between nw n den, i hope its all worth it. wen u loved me 1st. before u told me u loved me 1st.